I don't think I truly feel at home somewhere until I've had a shower there. Parker was hard to get used to at first but every time I took a shower, I felt more at home. I think about that and feel that same way every time I take a shower and I always mean to write it down somewhere. Finally remembered.
In times of despair, I usually find how cyclical time can be. Right now end of junior year college is feeling like end of junior year high school. I'm having a play produced that I'm overly nervous about, I'm too busy with my art to focus on academics, and in the midst of panic attacks, Kate Bush's part on "Don't Give Up" always lights a small bit of hope that I break down. I only JUST started Side two of this LP and I don't want to know what's gonna happen when "Mercy Street" comes on.
I don't know. I make too many connections. I search for too much meaning.
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